Tell Me What That Means

now I'd like to think that I was pretty smart
in exception to matters of the heart
I know right from wrong and my bad from good
but when it comes to love I think I've misunderstood
let the demons of my past fly away
and let the angels of today make no mistake
I might hold on too tightly that I bet
I will always forgive but never forget

So can someone help me? I don't think you could
I know that its all me, I hope that I'll do good
for myself, I don't want to feel any pain
but I don't want to go numb
can you tell me what that means?
can you tell me what that means?

I'm more likely to hold your hand
I'm here for you, I'll try to understand
but put the spotlight on me its a new storyline
I would make your problems go away before mine
too many thoughts and feelings in here
how can logic make things more unclear?
its a Waldo game, I'm in the back of the stage
I just hope I'm strong enough to turn this page

So can someone help me? I don't think you could
I know that its all me, I hope that I'll do good
for myself, I don't want to feel any pain
but I don't want to go numb
can you tell me what that means?
can you tell me what that means?

I keep holding hands with myself
trying to be logical with myself
I hate staring at the thoughts on this shelf
I keep wanting to forget
all of my thoughts crowding in here
all these repeating issues still in here

So can someone help me? I don't think you could
I know that its all me, I hope that I'll do good
for myself, I don't want to feel any pain
but I don't want to go numb
can you tell me what that means?
can you tell me what that means?

can you tell me what that means?***


just writings of mine like usual. I can dream can't I?